Month: July 2023

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I don’t know what to make of this…

This is a maple tree in my neighbors yard that is often pretty accurate in predicting the seasons. This one leaf is autumn but the rest of the tree is still summer green.

I suppose it could be a misfire, or perhaps Winter will be early and long this year. Great! NOT what I want to deal with. After last winter I could do without snow for a while.

I’d hoped to be well into securing a new place to live by now. Trouble is Keyboards are a royal pain in the ass to dispose of. The harps are at least at a consignment store, but I haven’t found a consignment store to put the keyboards in. It’s not just the instruments it’s all the music all the paper work etc. I’m only one man and honestly, I’m having a tough time remaining motivated. I hate cleaning up someone else’s mess. I’m shitty at cleaning up my own messes! LOL!

As an aside, a couple of the harps have been sold already which is super nice. From the sound of it, the harps have gone to people who will play them and love them that’s a good thing, not that the other half likely cares.

That’s a funny thing. When I first lost the other half, I was adamant about the instruments going to people who would play them and love them. Now I’m not quite so driven about that.

It’s moved to the “Nice to Have” column and out of the “Necessary” column.

My view is evolving, I think that’s because the wound isn’t so fresh. Now, I’m recognizing that he’s beyond caring and perhaps I shouldn’t or don’t need to care so much either. Is this me being a bad person? Or me breaking faith?

I don’t think so, I think I’ve moving toward my hallmark pragmatism that my other half always liked.

He also knew that underneath my hard outer shell, I’m a sentimental softy. So either way, if he’s interested in Earthly affairs anymore he’ll be tuning in and laughing at me. On the one hand I’m my pragmatic self, on the other hand I’m all sentimental. He knew being caught between the two really pisses me off!

When the house burned, he was astounded at quickly I disconnected from the possessions and wrote everything off. I wasn’t un-caring but I didn’t’ want to spend time fiddling with things that would never be “Right” again. I was in “Toss It & Move On” mode.

I need to move into that Mode again.

I may also have to accept that I’m not going to be out of this place this year.

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Ahhh… Sunday.

Birds tweeting. Cool breeze through the house. The pup wanting to cuddle while we watch a beautiful sunrise.

All is perfect and serene…

“GET OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU MOTHERFUCKING FAGGOT! GET OUT! GET OUT! I’LL KILL YOU! MOTHERFUCKER! I’LL BURN YOU DOWN!”

The rest was more of the same and eventually degrades into “BLAH BLAH BLAH”

Ahh another perfect day!

Crazy Pants is at it again. Yay!

She was late this morning. It was 6:10 am. I suppose I wouldn’t mind so much if she was really consistent. It might be interesting to have her acting like an accurate neighborhood alarm clock. Honestly I’d prefer a rooster.

Unfortunately, she’s not accurate. Her screaming like that especially using those words freaks the dog out. He doesn’t like curse words. I suspect that due to some trauma in his past, when he hears cursing he acts like he’s done something wrong even if he’s being cuddled on the bed or sound asleep in his room minding his own business.

It would be so nice if we could actually call the cops and have them do something. We don’t call. We should, but why waste our breath?

Yesterday as I was taking the pup out for a walk, Crazy Pants and some other skank were literally fighting each other in the middle of the street over a purse or something. I heard the skank telling the boyfriend “She’s got my purse and phone.”

The boyfriend’s reply was classic, “You’ll get it back eventually.” It sounded as if he was dealing with a child drooling over a set of keys and didn’t want to upset the child by taking the keys away.

Crazy Pants is destructive. She’s vindictive and just plain mean. Apparently skanky chick didn’t want her purse, it’s contents, or her phone destroyed. She decided to take these items from Crazy Pants. What I saw then, was Crazy Pants running after skank and throwing punches while each of them had the handle of the bag.

The five chihuahuas were running around the two females feet barking and nipping at ankles while Crazy Pants ex-boyfriend??? stood watching. I turned my pup away from the insanity.

I doubt that any of those dogs are up to date on their shots, and have no desire to find out for certain. Come to think of it, the way the humans act, perhaps they’re all rabid too. They seem shower averse and I seem to recall that one of the signs with rabies is a fear of water.

Unfortunately, I doubt it’s really rabies because if it were, these people would be dead already. If they all died tonight, I doubt anyone would notice for days, possibly weeks, even in the heat. In a way, it’s sad that no-one would give a shit. Then you think about it… Hmm… NAH!

Anyway, they tired themselves out after about an hour. I checked several websites checking prices on noise cancelling headsets. It would be nice to watch TV in my living room without increasing the volume to “Planetary Destruction” level.

Hope your Sunday is nice…

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Absolutely NOT! Gavin Newsom as President will Californicate the whole country!

I just heard someone suggesting that the Democrats might decide Newsom should be the Democrat nominee for 2024.

Newsom must never be President!

All you have to do is look at his record. He destroyed San Francisco and followed that up with screwing California too. If he were to end up as President, he’d be worse for the country than Biden.

Newsom is dangerous because he manages to make absolute insanity sound reasonable. That is why he’s been able to dupe so many of the people of California. Yes there are people in California who are complete morons. But there are more people in California who just want to live in freedom and in peace who are not morons.

At least with Biden, it’s obvious he’s incompetent. Newsom on the other hand it’s not as obvious and he does really well on stage. He’s a silver tongued devil! And yes… I was duped his first term just like everyone else. Similar to me being duped into voting for Obama. After all Republicans are meanies! Right?

You know why Newsom would run for President? Simple! He’s loosing actual taxpayers from California so in order to continue spending other people’s money he needs to be The President.

If you think open borders are bad now… Just wait until Newsom turns the whole country into a sanctuary country!

What then American Taxpayer? Do you want to continue overpaying for your health insurance and paying for other people’s free medical care?

How about continuing to pay top dollar for groceries, while others are eating damn well using EBT cards that you’re paying for?
Then when you finally swallow your pride, and ask for the same help that other have been receiving due to your largess…

You’re told that you made too much money over the past 5 years, you aren’t eligible for health care because there’s a waiting period based on racial quotas.

How about not being eligible for job retraining because the retraining programs are reserved for people of color, or those returning to society from prison because you taxpayer don’t need to eat, you don’t need a job, you don’t need anything at all, only because you worked and payed your taxes.

California is lost.

America is not lost quite yet.

America… If you put Newsom into the Presidency you can expect all of the above and you can expect it to become ensconced in law.

Your only choice then will be to move to another country. Oddly, Countries South of the border might provide tax incentives to Americans in hopes of attracting highly educated or experienced workers to help raise their standard of living!

I wonder if Americans could seek asylum as well?

Perhaps we’ll find out.