Frustrations

Lately, it seems that no matter what I choose to do, or what direction I choose to move, there is always something, some one, or some major previously unknown precursor event that must be addressed before continuing.

Essentially, I find myself neatly boxed in.

It’s harshing my buzz… slowing me down… pissing me off!

Even the simplest of things have become maddeningly obstructed.

I’ve always tried to live by a simple rule.

Pick a direction, ANY direction!

When I’ve had a tough time deciding a course of action, I’ve found that often simply moving, changes my perspective enough that I can see an optimal path forward.

This has worked very well for me because even if I’m moving in the wrong direction, I can see that it’s wrong and correct my course.

Lately, however I’m obstructed from taking the first step.This leads to a maddening inability to do anything except remain frustratedly still.

I’m going to have to go back to wearing a mouth guard when I sleep! I’m grinding my teeth all the time now!