Cars, Freeways, and Eating my dust

Picked up the car yesterday. It’s running like a top.

Of course this means that I’m far more likely to get a ticket, and blow through tons of gasoline. It’s just too damn much fun to leave some moron driving a wannabe “Drifter” car with only a noisy exhaust choking in the dust.

With a mere thought my Wolf is doing 100mph, and not even breathing hard. With a little more narrow focus it’s 120 and humming. I have no idea just how fast this car is and in all honesty 120 on a freeway is FUCKING stupid!

Yes I’ve done it, and YES its STILL stupid as hell.

There are way too many variables, and forgetting the cops, there is too much potential to hurt someone simply because they were going about their business and were in the wrong place at the wrong time. Not to mention the lousy state of the Freeways. At 100, a pothole destroys your tire and with the tire a large portion of your control.

See, it would be one thing for me to “Go out in a blaze of glory” alone. That’s the risk I choose to take, but what about that other person, or the family in the minivan? They wouldn’t have any choice if they were simply to be the object I hit, igniting my blaze of glory.

That’s one of the things that a lot of folks forget when they’re playing around in cars.

I’ve forgotten it too on occasion, especially when some asshole is jonesing to pit his car with a loud exhaust against my “Ultimate Driving Machine”. I’d love to be able to just tell them, Stock off the showroom floor my car starts with 300 HP and they have no clue what I may have done to enhance performance.

SO lets just assume that I’m going to combine all that power, with 30 Plus years of driving experience and kick their ass. Then we wouldn’t have to race.

If after that they still wanted to have a go, I’d prefer that they as the challenger pay for the track time and we’ll head out to Willow Springs to do this thing right and not kill anybody accidentally in the process.

Sarah Palin????

I have to say that Sarah Palin is the reason that I for the first time EVER, voted for a Democratic Presidential candidate.

I’d voted for the other Republican candidates in the primaries but as they were eliminated in favor of McCain/Palin I found myself facing a conundrum.

I didn’t like Obama but was flat out terrified of McCain dieing in office, and Palin becoming president.

In short Sarah Palin WAS and may still be Barack Obamas greatest political ally. She  single handedly insured Obamas election.

I caught a link about Palin earlier today and marveled at what has to be the BEST trainwreck of a sound bite ever!

This is Palin speaking about Paul Revere’s 1775 ride. In fact he wasn’t making a lot of noise, he was quietly warning his fellow revolutionaries about the whereabouts and plans of the British army.

There are SEVERAL frightening things about this sound bite.

  1. Every elementry school child has heard the poem (Longfellow) about Paul Revere’s midnight ride.
  2. This woman has been a Mayor, Governor, AND VICE PRESIDENTIAL candidate.
  3. This woman could have had access to THE BUTTON. (What’s this pretty button do?)
  4. She is once again mucking about in presidential politics and will probably sink whichever party she’s associated with.  (Wonder if she’d go Democrat?)
  5. She HOME SCHOOLED her children! What kind of education did they actually get? Clearly American History isn’t on the list!

This is another train wreck person that needs to recognize her 15 minutes of fame is OVER.

Please Mrs. Palin go home.

Windows 7 – GRRRRRRRRR!

In my personal life I’d walked away from Windows YEARS ago. However there are always applications that require some form of Windows to be available.

A couple of examples of this are my Suunto dive computer and more recently an operating system updater for my cell phone. To accommodate this need I’ve maintained either an old slow windows machine or more recently a VMware container on my Mac running windows XP.

I recently purchased a netbook with Windows starter 7 loaded on it. As I was setting up the system I considered the possibility of installing Linux instead of Win 7. After some albeit brief searching around on the net and finding no references to my model netbook and Linux I decided to drink the kool-aid and go with the pre-installed Windows.

I just didn’t want to get into the whole Linux load only to discover that the netbook battery wouldn’t last an hour or something equally annoying.

In retrospect, perhaps I should have done the Linux experiment.

Windows 7 as an OS does seem stable mostly, (Of course my VM Win XP partition has never crashed) Win7 hasn’t crashed nearly as often as MY Work computers XP (another story).

Some of the changes under the hood of win 7 particularly in networking are amazingly bad and downright annoying.

Win 7 has this concept of locations and appears to try to configure firewall rules based on the location it’s detected.

Great idea in theory…  I’m just not sure about the implementation. And I think that somehow this location issue is screwing me up while I’m at home.

The netbook while connected to WiFi… CAN get to the internet, it can print to my network printer, it can see the DLNA media available at various locations on my network and reports all these things correctly.

It cannot see my fileserver! I can ping it, I can even get to the server via the web. But I can’t, while using the wireless connection access the file storage.

If I plug a LAN cable into the netbook I can see everything including my fileserver just fine.

The crazy thing about it is that this is the same network, same domain, same IP space (my WiFi router is bridging WiFi to the internal network), and yet… Something is obviously different.

I’ve spent a lot of time making sure that everything I could actually see and adjust within the Win 7 adapters and  firewalls was the same. All to no avail.

From searches on the net, I’ve found that apparently I’m not alone. There are a lot of folks who have the same problem if they’re using network attached storage. (I’ve got a Buffalo Technologies 8TB array).

I’ve tried all the fixes posted and still can’t get the netbook WiFi to access the storage. Like everyone else My Mac machines, XP machines, and iPad access the storage fine.

This leaves Win 7 as the odd machine out, and makes me wonder yet again why Windows is the “leading OS”?

I even drank MORE of the Kool-aid and purchased an “anytime upgrade” based on the internet research I was doing.

Seems that no-one was trying the networking with anything LESS than Win 7 Home. Still no joy and I’m out 80 bucks. But I can change the desktop backgrounds now!

In truth I can live without accessing the NAS wirelessly, I have cat6 throughout the house.  I’m just compulsive enough that I want to know why I’m having the problem and how to fix it.

It is really a moot point since I’m going to be using the netbook mostly for trips and knockabout and won’t be accessing the NAS while I’m traveling.

I’ll probably eventually buy a Mac Book air.  I’m waiting for the next generation (gen 4). By then, the netbook will have reached it’s end of life and Win 7 will have all the bugs worked out of it.

Was just thinking about all the versions of MS Software & Windows that I’ve worked with and there are a surprising number that I’d call FAIL

MS-DOS 1 – 6 <– Anything above 3.2 was a royal pain in the behind!
Windows 286 <– Worked mostly, and staved off Apple
Windows 3.0 <– We’d already drunk the kool-aid, demand for ease of operation was growing
Windows 3.1 <– We’d already drunk the kool-aid and now had little choice as apps stopped running in DOS
Windows NT
Windows 95 <– FAIL (Worked well enough to keep market share)
Windows 98 <– FAIL (Worked well enough to keep market share)
Windows ME <– FAIL
Windows BOB <– EPIC FAIL
Windows XP
Windows Vista <– EPIC FAIL
Windows 7

Of this list MS-DOS 3.1, Win NT, Win XP are probably the most stable. I think most people would think of Vista as being an EPIC Fail.

I’d switched to Apple by the time Windows 98 rolled out. I was testing software that ran on Windows at work. At home I had the bliss of systems that simply worked. 

I personally think that MS has lost their mind in creating all the “Flavors” of Windows. I suspect that is part of the problem with Win 7 too There’s probably some module or modules that are missing from the Win7 I’ve purchased.

They’ll show up eventually as a patch… In the mean time,  I’ve got a trusty Ethernet cable.

Awwww Crap!

Well the car is done.

They still weren’t able to reproduce the problem on hard aceleration that I keep feeling.

But the error in the top were the car reports that the hydraulics are overheating was apparently a real problem and it’s going to cast me about 500 to fix.

This qualifies as a serious aww shit!

It appears at least part if not all the fix involves reprogramming the convertible top controls. I’m always a bit concerned with people start patching or /reloading only part of an OS.

I suspect that when I called the guy to find out if the work was done, that he was having problems with the computer accepting the patch and I may have gotten a complete OS load anyway. He sounded tense and all too willing to have me come by in the morning to pick up my car.

I hope the computer crashed and required a complete download. Funny thing is that as computerized as the car is, I wonder if the miss on acceleration is something where the computer is messed up.

All questions to ask tomorrow.

Thoughts on not fitting in

I’m not a fashionista, Can’t recite show tunes, Cross-dressers make me uncomfortable (I’m polite but do my best to leave quickly. Hummm, It’s the same discomfort that I have around clowns. My therapist would’ve had a field say with that one!)

I don’t dance, I’m not looking for personal slights in every fucking publication, news broadcast, or sporting event. I couldn’t care less about the implications of faggot as a hateful word, I’m not impressed with pride parades,

In short I don’t now and frankly never have felt represented by the gay community in general.

In point of fact when purchasing certain items of a sexual nature I’ll spend my money with 1 or 2 “gay” businesses. The rest of my bucks go to more “mainstream” businesses. (That is an oxymoronic statement when I think about the items I’m purchasing.)

So while I do enjoy sleeping with another man, I do not identify with the “Glad hand, GAY”. My sleeping habits notwithstanding I’m first and foremost just a man.

Sexual partners, or sexual practices such as (BDSM) shouldn’t define us, no matter how much fun they are. Our humanity and how we interact with society defines us, all the rest is secondary.

I think that belief is why I don’t fit with the more familiar Gay community. Oh it’s not about self hate, or any of that psycho babble BS.

There are a lot of men like me. We’re there in some of the bars quietly sipping our drink and wondering if there is a place where more men like us are hanging out.

There aren’t. The closest I’ve found is one of the more renowned leather bars in the city. At least there I don’t have to worry about cross-dressers. The only issue I’ve had, has been with select members of  the “New Leather community” and those youngsters are easy to make go away.

I’ve also run across guys like me in local neighborhood bars. More often in bars that were gay than not, but we’re to be found in almost ANY local pub.

We’re usually gone by the time happy hour is over. We work day jobs. We may have someone waiting at home for us. So we stop in for a drink or two. As the really young crowd start rolling in, and the music gets turned up, we start taking off.

For the most part we just don’t connect with the “now” crowd.

On the other hand if it’s a matter of getting my dick sucked… or opening a sweet young thing for the first time.

Well at least I know which celebrity is involved in which scandal this week. So I’m able to be what they need me to be at for a few hours or until their mouths are full.

I said I didn’t connect… never said I was stupid. Obviously I’d prefer a man like me. You know, a dude with some experience and who’s been around the block a couple of times. I’ll take an experienced lover over an exuberant one anytime.

I’m not unhappy about not fitting in, in fact I think that being an individual is a lot more important and interesting than becoming a good little sheep. I do wish it was easier to find other men like me,  when I do find another guy like me It’s like a miracle.

A miracle that I appreciate with sweat, cum, and as much time as we can spend getting sweaty and unloading our balls.

Some people go to church…