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Today is his retirement party.
I’m going to be there with booze and good wishes.
It’s a good day, he deserves the recognition and the celebration. He’s worked his ass off over the years and honestly has navigated the shoals of PC and outsourcing much better than I have.
I’m proud to know him and happy to be invited to the family only event.
Now what’s the best booze I can afford in honor of the occasion?
Humm…
Sometimes trying to do work for friends is just not a good idea. I always feel guilty asking for what I’m worth and because I feel guilty I don’t ask.
The practical result of this little mind game is that I do good work, but always end up being taken advantage of a bit. You know, $80 keyboards, and $40 spools of cable add up. But I just gave the shit away…
That’s a problem that I’ve got to get over. Part of it will be the absolute certainty on my part that I am worth every freakin penny I charge for whatever I do.
I need to make sure as well that I’m billing for everything that gets left behind as part of the job. “OH, your keyboard is broken… well it can be replaced for $20 or you can have my really nice $80 keyboard for $80.
I’d been asked to take a look at some data and see if I could present the material in a better way. I said, “Sure” without even thinking about it.
That was mistake number 1. I should have thought about it, I know these folks and I know how one of them thinks.
Mistake number 2 I shouldn’t have offered to do anything until we’d discussed MY PRICE!
It’s about time that I stopped being a charitable organization. My Price was never discussed and I find that really odd given the circumstances.
Mistake number 3 was that I should have called a halt to my doing anything when I wasn’t getting cooperation gaining access to the data I was supposed to evaluate. Instead I got directed to an incomplete website and was sorta left with nothing.
Mistake number 4 was not calling an end to the whole mess when suddenly I had a deadline to finish. I still hadn’t been given the materials I’d requested to make the evaluation in the first place.
In fact there had been an email wherein I’d been told that my friends had been sidetracked for several weeks. I took this to mean that they really weren’t committed to getting this little project off the ground.
In this particular case, I’ve got other clients that are PAYING and know what the heck in general they want and are willing to work with me to deal with questions that come up.
You know what? Cash talks!
I just threw in the towel on the undefined unestimated project.
Sure I’m leaving money on the table, but you know what? I think it was going to be a never ending, a.k.a never satisfied project.
I’m cutting my losses, and calling it SKOOLING!
I feel pretty good about it. Now I don’t have this weird undefined thing looming over my head. It’s helped a great deal with my ability to focus.
I’ve moved on to a challenging project where I can see the $$ at the end of the tunnel and I’m learning something new too.
Yesterday was my annual Christmas Shopping trip.
An old friend and I used to do a Christmas trip many years ago, but now that he’s married, he has a lot of family responsibilities. Our annual shopping trips have become less frequent.
That’s not an accusation, his wife’s family is very into the holidays and each other’s lives. My friend’s duty is clear between his family, and his wife’s family which is now THEIR combined family, there are a ton of obligations.
Honestly I don’t know how the hell they maintain their schedule. Must be really good drugs!
I try to get together with him as soon after the first of the new year as our schedules allow.
However, nature abhors a vacuum. Apparently, so does South Coast Plaza!
Another old friend needed a shopping buddy. So one day a year, we have lunch, drinks, Ok perhaps a couple of drinks, then we go shopping for our loved ones. Both of us fervently hoping to find the “perfect” gift and often we purchase a gift for ourselves along the way.
This year, I think I did good. My friend also found something perfect!
Unlike years past, we returned to his house, then another couple came over.
After more drinks, cheese, an excellent Italian dinner mixed with tons of laughter, off color jokes, and more laughter, suddenly the clock struck midnight.
We adjourned each to their homes and I found myself having one last pleasure of the evening.
Empty freeways.
I queued up my favorite playlist, the first song was “Keep the Streets Empty” by Fever Ray.
The perfect end to a perfect day.