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You know, I’ve been too nice, too respectful, and put up with more than my share of absolute shit!

I guess I was, and still am, in a “Mood“.

For the past 12 weeks the old guy next door has been working in his yard. That’s fine, it makes him happy, more power to him.

When he started, he’d be playing music, and if I listened real carefully I could hear snippets of the tunes. We all have our windows open and honestly it didn’t bother me. Just background noise nothing to it.

Over time, the volume has increased. Over the past 4-5 weeks it’s gotten to the point that he’s turning it up so he can hear it over his gas powered leaf blower. As an aside he cranks the damn leaf blower up and uses it in his “mostly dirt” back yard. So those of us around him spend all our time fucking dusting our houses.

It’s like painting the San Francisco bridge. I no sooner get the house clean and then “Burrrrrrrrrrrrrr Burrrrr Blaat Burrr” & I’ve got a dust storm blowing through the house again.

But he’s not the only one. The Mexicans up at the top of the canyon almost every weekend blast mariachi music nightly until 10:30. They only stop because if they’re blasting it after that, someone calls the cops and they get another ticket.

The old guy across the street smokes his rancid pot that wafts all over the neighborhood while playing some of the worst recordings and/or worst rock bands of the 60’s & 70’s, also at deafening volume.

Typically, I can’t sit in my own living room and watch a movie anymore. Forget a film where the actors are British, often their character’s accents are unintelligible if there’s a lot of background sounds, either from the soundtrack or from the external Cacophony provided by my ever so courteous neighbors.

Honestly, I’ve given up trying to enjoy anything because no matter when I sit down to watch something, within minutes there’s “Aie yi yiaaaa” or some really shitty “B” side track from Deep Purple.

I guess yesterday, I reached a breaking point.

Normally I keep my TV and music volume pretty damn low. I don’t think it’s polite for me to disrupt other peoples lives. I don’t run my yard tools until typically about 10 in the morning.

I try very hard to keep my shit from interfering with other people’s shit. I don’t cause trouble, I don’t tell people to turn their shit down, or call the cops. I thought I was just being a decent human being and eventually these people turn their shit off or down and I’m fine.

But you know what? The more you don’t say shit, the worse people behave. The more inconsiderate they become. Nobody cares, that you’re not fucking up their evening. They never think that they’re fucking up someone else’s evening, day, afternoon, or whatever.

They just assume their music, or drunken shouting, echoing down the canyon is something everybody wants to hear.

Guess what? It’s not!

So, right on cue yesterday, I’d made myself lunch, turned on the TV to watch a football game, and… Music from the guy’s back yard so loud it was like it was coming from my TV in my living room. To top it off, the fucking leaf blower too, kicking up dust blowing straight into my house.

FUCK!!!!

Okay, so I’m not going to be able to watch the game. Fine, I’ll do other shit that needs to get done. But I’m going to play some music…

From every set of speakers in the house. And I’m going to play it loud enough that I can run the vacuum and do anything else I need to do. This house is going to rock like Studio 54 on a Saturday night.

And the playlist? Ohhh That’s easy! A collection of very angry fight songs that are not censored. This is a playlist that I put together to help keep me going after Jerry died. The songs are angry, full of rage, and pretty much expressed what I was feeling at the time. They’re dark, and some are downright hostile.

Watch, some prissy fuck will call the cops and accuse me of “Hate Speech”.

They’re kind of fitting after the last week. Two people butchered. Democrats telling us to calm down and tone down the rhetoric. Trans fucks celebrating death, others whining about losing their jobs because they were stupid enough to go on TikTok a video their gleeful hatred of Charlie Kirk and anyone else they disagree with. Then trying to hide behind the 1st amendment when their employers cut them loose. Oh boo hoo.

Yet more people saying Stephen King shouldn’t be canceled for his hateful spew, followed by a pussy assed “Apology”.

Nancy Pelosi raising funds to pay for the California redistricting to deprive all of us of representation. Office Depot libtards refusing to print a poster of Charlie Kirk that had no message other than his name, DOB and Date he died. After it was paid for! (Those “loads their mothers should’ve swallowed”, have since been fired.) California democrats refusing an invitation from the GOP to attend a Kirk vigil “Because he was fascist” thereby continuing to spew vomitous vitriol against a man that simply debated university students. 

BUT at the same damn time they’re telling right leaning people or conservatives that we’re wrong for being righteously angry Kirk was shot & killed by some brainwashed maladjusted queer kid poisoned with years of leftist bullshit.

As my china rattled, and the whole neighborhood heard my music. Raw, angry, unashamed, and disruptive. It occurred to me that I’m still really PISSED OFF. About a lot of things!

Absolutely nothing that’s happened in the past 6 years to me personally, and the country in general, is acceptable. But those of us on the right, or more conservative types have been told we’re the worst scum for disagreeing of asking questions.

This is me reaching my fucking breaking point! I and others like me have been silent for too long.

It’s time for us to get loud.

By the way, Apple HomePods have got some range of volume. I think I’ll be putting the Mini’s out on the decks when I’m working from here on out. Since it appears the object of the game is to annoy the neighborhood… I’ll play by their rules.

Linkin Park, Korn, NIN, and peppered in I’ll throw in some death metal. Maybe I’ll find some tolerable white supremacist shit just to really piss off the pussy democrats that live all around me.

Let one of them try to give me the least bit of shit.

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I’m going to say what must never be said.

Tyler robinson mugshot 640x480.22 year old Tyler Robinson is in custody. Given that his father turned him in, it’s likely, but not yet proven in a court of law, that he murdered Charlie Kirk.

So at this point he’s the Alleged Assassin.

This we’re all pretty much aware of if you’ve seen the news. Nothing new.

Buckle up buttercups!

This young man deluded or insane as he may be, is clearly part of the left. The bullet casings appear to echo the leftist, ANTIFA, BLM, Glad, HRC, rhetorical talking points.

SO I ask, “Where are these organizations?“

Why aren’t they protesting and rioting demanding his release, he is after all one of their own. 

Where are AOC, Kamala Harris, Ilhan Omar, Aryana Presley, Rashida Talib, Jasmine Crocket, Adam Schiff, Bernie Sanders, Alex Padilla, Cory Booker, Elizabeth Warren Whoopie Goldberg, Joy Reid, Joy Behar, Stephen King, Van Jones, Maxine Waters, or any of the rest of the leftist mouthpieces?

How many times have they said they’ll pay bail to get one of theirs out of jail?

How many times have they stood on a podium loudly declaring that President Trump and all who voted for him or supported him are fascists, homophobes, transphobes, Islamophobes, dictators, oppressors, Nazis, authoritarians, White Supremacists, misogynists, rapists, or existential threats to democracy.

Has anyone set up a go fund me for this kid? People did exactly that for Decarlos Brown Jr. even though he admitted “I got that white girl” as he left the train.

Kamala Harris is a lawyer. Why hasn’t she stepped up to be the kid’s defense attorney?

Oh, right… he’s a white kid; of no consequence.

I don’t want to hear another fucking word about Race, White Privilege, or any of the rest of the spewing sewage talking points the left loves to parrot.

Attend me, all you white progressive liberal leftists, young or old. You cannot count on any of your supporting organizations or heroic leaders when the shit hits the fan. If you’re white, you stand alone to face the full weight of justice. There will be no protests for your freedom. There will be no leftist attorney riding in on a white horse to save you.

You’ll be utterly alone.

Why? Because you’ve all been used. You’re disposable useful idiots sowing chaos for people who will never know your name and don’t care to.

Guess what? The color of your skin does in fact determine whether the financial backers of the organizations you support will lift a shit covered finger to help you.

What Tyler Robinson did was wrong on so many levels words fail me. 

That being said, he was nothing more than a weapon. He was assembled, loaded, and pointed in the direction of any convenient target.

He could just as easily chosen to fire a weapon at JD Vance, Trump, Trump Jr., Rand Paul, Joe Rogan, Pete Hegseth, JK Rowling, or literally anyone holding a speaking engagement anywhere.

The idiots in congress have all said the political rhetoric should be toned down. 

It’s too late.

They’ve spent at least a decade, maybe more telling their followers, “Make these nazis afraid, don’t let them eat in peace, scream at them in restaurants and public places, make their lives miserable, make them suffer, it’s okay to peacefully burn down a business, or trash someone’s Tesla, It’s all fine because violence will make them listen and we’ll pay your bail.“

These people and organizations have created thousands of “human weapons” and left them distributed throughout the population while at the same time demonizing law abiding citizens who own guns.

Now they’re saying we need gun control and to turn down the rhetoric, saying it comes from both sides.

I reject their claims.

As angry as I am about the senseless murder of Charlie Kirk, as sorry as I feel for his family, as much as I’d like to see this kid absolutely crucified for his crime.

There’s a part of me, the better angel in me, that feels very sorry for him too. I believe his was manipulated by propaganda, never taught to question what he was being told, and never taught to think for himself.

I lay the blame for his beliefs squarely at the feet of the Democrat party, progressive liberal leftists, and even the educational system that he no doubt was a student in.

My sorrow for him, is that his life is now wasted, thrown away, at the altar of lies.

None of that mitigates that he picked up the gun, he scratched his ideological beliefs on the shell casings, he laid on that roof, took aim at another living breathing human being, and squeezed the trigger.

He’ll pay the price for his crime. But none of the precursor organizations or people will. They got what they wanted. They will get away scot free. Worse yet, they’ll do it all over again. 

I hope he gets a competent attorney and that it doesn’t bankrupt his family. I hope he comes to understand that he didn’t just destroy one family, the family of his perceived enemy… But that he destroyed his future and own family too.

They’ll always be “The family of that kid that killed Charlie Kirk.”

I also hope other kids who share his ideology watch very closely what happens to him and that he becomes an object lesson for them.

I’m not holding my breath, “The Stupid” is very strong with these people. They apparently can’t be reasoned with because they are unreasonable, they don’t seem to learn anything because their minds are closed.

Charlie Kirk, was trying in his way to change that.

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Changed my voter registration

Yesterday, amidst all the 9/11 and Charlie Kirk reporting.

I changed my voter registration back to Republican.

I switched to Libertarian sometime in the Obama administration.

I couldn’t stand what the Republicans had become, and the Democrats were no better.

At the time I wasn’t going to vote for Hillary for a wide variety of reasons. Not the least was that I believed she was simply dangerous and still do. There are too many people around her that have mysteriously “Suicided” for no good reason, and oddly they seem to have frequently shot themselves in the back of the head. I don’t know if Hillary had anything to do with any of them, but for me, it called into question the caliber of people she surrounded herself with. Either she had a lot of very unstable people surrounding her, or she had a lot of people around her that were into questionable activities that got them killed. Either way I didn’t want that anywhere near the office of the president.

At the time Trump was running and with all of his bombast I wasn’t sure he was the right man for the job nor did I have faith that he would be up to it.

The Republican field was also unbelievably weak.

So in that election I abstained from voting for president. I chose neither candidate and slept well that night.

Signing up as Libertarian wasn’t a bad move, but it was kind of sitting on the sidelines.

In principal I agree with many of the libertarian beliefs. But the party itself is ineffective and tends to put forward as candidates some real loons.

It served my purpose. I got to vote in all the elections and got notifications about all the issues and candidates.

After Charlie Kirk’s assassination. The way the Democrats in congress reacted, the silence of the libertarian party on the matter, and the giddy celebrations of the liberal left, (mostly Democrat) I was, and still am, appalled.

Add to it that Gavin Newsom is in the process of forcing redistricting in violation of the states redistricting policy, and that the California courts are saying they’ll allow it. I couldn’t stand on the sidelines anymore.

California (I don’t believe,) reports changes in voter registration publicly, but since registration is electronic and goes to the Secretary of State it seemed a fitting time to make a small statement.

Call it a pre-vote.

It was a way to let the idiots in Sacramento know that one more California voter is sick of their shit. Sick of the idiot governor and sick to their stomach of the Democrats way of doing things.

Newsom’s redistricting plan could easily be conflated with Kirk’s assassination. Both are efforts on the part of lunatic democrats to silence dissenting voices.

California redistricting is gerrymandered to the breaking point as it is by a supposedly “Independent” commission, and Newsom’s plan is just a way to silence conservative voices.

I seriously thought about registering Democrat. I thought, if all conservatives registered Democrat, then Newsom gerrymandered based on false data, it would be interesting to see him humiliated at the mid terms.

But then I decided Newsom and Sacramento should know exactly how much they’re hated and what a shitty job they’ve done.

Oh Newsflash: Looks like the FBI has maybe the “real” suspect in custody. It’s a 22 year old kid probably loaded up with rhetoric and unfounded hate towards Charlie Kirk. Etched on one of the bullet casings found with the rifle was, “Hey Fascist! Catch!”

The kids father turned his sorry ass in. 

Hearing some of the things these people believe Kirk said is completely astounding. Stephen King made the claim that Charlie Kirk advocated stoning of Gays.

His ass is going to be fried and he’s already taking heat for it. Dave Rubin jumped on the statement immediately saying the Kirk had been to several dinners with he, and his husband and never once had thrown a stone.

I hope Kirk’s estate sues the living shit out of King who has become almost as bad as Rosie O’Donald, spewing unfounded claims, rumor, & innuendo.

There was a video of a ring nosed, pink hair girl discussing Kirks murder with her Dad on X. She said she was glad Kirk was murdered because he said hurtful things. You could tell her Dad was super disappointed and see her suddenly wondering if she was going to lose her place to live. She had no good arguments and her Dad was asking simple questions about freedom of speech. She kept going back to Kirk deserved to die because he said stuff that hurt people’s feelings. The one question her Dad didn’t ask was, “You’ve said things that hurt my feelings do you deserve to be shot? Do you deserve to be thrown out of the house for those things?”

I think that would have brought his point home to her. Freedom of speech must apply equally to all, or it’s not freedom of speech. 

There are scattered repots of people losing their jobs over their sick celebrations of a murder. I’m of two minds about this. On the one hand, the vengeful tired part of me says, “good”. Then the egalitarian part of me says, “Wait, their freedom of speech must be protected too, even if you think they’re shitty people.”

I suppose it comes down to their employers deciding they don’t want the bad publicity. Since employment is not guaranteed and most of the time employers have standards of conduct I suppose it’s fair. 

The people can say whatever they like, but their employers don’t have to continue giving them paychecks.

I suppose It’s the other side of the coin. Conservatives have been fired over their years for saying conservative things because those words hurt the feelings of the progressive left in the workplace. Maybe it’s a rebalancing of the scales.

Maybe America has reached a turning point. It seems that a lot of people who have been sick of years of turmoil are finally speaking up. They’re speaking truth and calling out the crazy idiots that have been running around “in control” only because everyone thought they’d burn themselves out like a weak virus.

I for one am willing to say “No More” and it looks like a shit ton of my fellow Americans are too.

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Still stunned

I woke this morning, I watched the sunrise over the mountains. I thanked God for the beauty of his handiwork, and for another day. I asked God for patience, strength, wisdom, guidance, and to calm my raging spirit.

Today, I’m not sure what to do. Do I go about my chores, search fruitlessly for a job, act like everything is normal? It’s clearly not normal. 

Something fundamental has changed in our country and in me.

After seeing what I’ve seen over the past two days, hearing what I’ve heard on the news, and seeing people celebrating an assassination.

I believe we’ve all been forced down a very dark road. Unfortunately I don’t think we can turn around, the only path left is forward. Deeper into darkness, keeping faith that eventually we’ll step into the light again.

I never thought I’d live to see this, here, in the land of my birth, yet shockingly, here I am.

One thing is certain. If you think what happened in Utah yesterday was okay we’re not compatible. Unfollow me, or lose my number. I’m not interested in anything you have to say.

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Charlie Kirk was assassinated.

Today rocked my world.

I painted (at least one coat) yesterday. I was working fast and wrapped up about 2:30 p.m. I ended the day a little early because I wanted to give the paint a few hours to dry before the temps dropped below 60°F.

This morning, one knee was killing me. It woke me up about 4:30 a.m. I managed to walk the dog. I should have gone to the grocery store, but I was hurting really badly and decided to take it easy. There’s tons of stuff I should have been doing. Instead, I looked for a job because I could sit. I took consolation that at least the front of the house doesn’t look like tobacco row. Even though, I still need to finish the stairs.

I was sitting at my desk, using the big computer monitor, so I tuned into a live stream of Charlie Kirk’s talk at a university in Utah. It was playing in the bottom corner of my screen.


I just so happened to glance at that window after hearing the person ask a question about the trans bullshit. Then there was a crack. 

I knew it was a gunshot, probably a rifle. I saw Charlie Kirk pitch back and a gush of blood from his neck, and I figured based on the blood loss he was a dead man. I was sitting there watching the chaos unfold and realized I’d just watched a murder.

In the 30 minutes afterward. My mind stopped. This kind of thing doesn’t happen in America. 

Yesterday, the video broke showing Iryna Zarutska’s murder by an animal who’d been arrested and released 14 times by an overly permissive legal system. One of the things that shocked me watching that poor girl bleed out was the complete lack of human compassion from the other people on that train. There were five people who just sat there. Even if they only thought she’d been punched, not one of those people asked her if she was alright.

One person commenting on Iryna Zarutska’s murder brought to everyone’s attention that another young woman had been murdered and thrown to the side of a bridge by an illegal immigrant in Maryland. Her name was Dacara Thompson. 

Another innocent life ended on her way home from work; she was discarded like trash. Then there was another commenter that said her relative had been murdered by a homeless man getting off the light rail in Studio City on her way home in August of 2024. 

Following these horrific incidents broadcasting on X and the graphic video, I was planning not to get on X today. Iryna Zarutska looked at her killer; she was confused, frightened, didn’t understand why he’d attacked her in the first place, and perhaps didn’t realize that she was fatally wounded. I’ve been told that people being stabbed often think they were only punched.

That video hit me so hard.

Then today, I just wanted to watch/hear Charlie Kirk debate university students. But no, I saw a murder instead. What the fuck?

I didn’t agree with all of Charlie Kirk’s views, but I will say he always made me stop and think. To reevaluate my opinions and beliefs, and sometimes he changed my mind. I enjoyed listening to him debate. I respected his logic and the way he constructed rebuttals on the fly. He was wicked smart.

The common element is criminal behavior. But more so is that criminals seem to believe they can act with no consequences. Or they have no fear of consequences.

We have judges that step in to contradict presidential authority. Other judges will release violent criminals with a promise to return for their court appearances. Still others block ICE from doing their lawful duty. Then we have members of Congress specifically delaying the installation of the President’s nominees.

The implications are frightening because it speaks to a coordinated effort of a cabal within the government, to stop the will of the people, to endanger us all. Then politicians and the media tell us we’re insane Nazi, racists, White Supremacists, for simply wanting to live in peace and safety. You know, the guarantees of the Declaration of Independence, and rights enshrined in the Constitution.

Charlie Kirk’s assassination, according to the Governor of Utah, was political. Kirk was not a politician; he was a citizen exercising his 1st Amendment right to free speech. He wasn’t hostile; he simply could debate and tear apart irrational arguments.

He was no threat to anyone except leftists. 

His murder could be construed as a message. It’s a familiar message, and we’ve heard it for at least 6 years. 

“Shut up, you Nazi fuck! You’re a conservative; you’re evil; you’re the problem.”

Another message is:

“We tried to censor you; we tried to terrify you; that didn’t work; now if you ignore us, if you make us mad, we will kill you.”

We even heard a sitting president (Joe Biden) for those who may not remember say, “White supremacy is the single greatest threat to our country.”

Guess what? It’s not the conservatives or even the white supremacists that are killing people.

It’s people from the left!

Kirk was critical of the transgender mob. He recently and correctly pointed out that the majority of recent school shootings were committed by transgendered nut jobs, and their targets were children. The latest children attacked were praying in a church. How can anyone disagree that children being targets is fundamentally wrong?

What is wrong with pointing out that transgenders appear to be more prone to violence than the general population? Is it true? If yes, then what argument can you make against truth?

It wasn’t conservatives or white supremacists that burned down city blocks, or looted, or rioted. It was the left. It was progressive liberals who told us to ignore the evidence of our own eyes.

It wasn’t conservatives that brought the economy to a grinding halt, nor did they lock us in our homes, or force children out of schools, arrest lone surfers, or fishermen, or mask 2-year-olds. It wasn’t a conservative president that tried to mandate vaccinations with vaccines being distributed via an experimental use authorization. It was leftist fearmongers claiming that unvaccinated people should be put in camps. All over a virus that had, at worst, a 96% survival rate without the vaccine.

In the wake of Charlie Kirk’s assassination, the Left on X and TikTok are celebrating his death. They’re literally posting videos of themselves dancing, laughing, and wishing he rots in hell. These same people started a GoFundMe for Decarlos Brown Jr. who admitted he “got that white girl,” Iryna Zarutska.

What the fuck? Why would I want to be within a million miles of people with that mindset?

MSNBC immediately tried to victim-blame Charlie Kirk as controversial. They tried to suggest that it was perhaps a Trump supporter shooting a gun in joy. They went on to say that Kirk was a divisive figure. TMZ had people cheering and laughing on air when the news hit that Kirk had been shot. Another politician tried to frame the murder as Charlie Kirk getting what he deserved, for what? Asking questions? Debating?

I’m angry. I’m sad for Charlie Kirk’s family.

But I’m most worried that if this keeps going, average people will conclude that the only way back is to push back with more and decisive force than the left can even begin to fight.

There may come a point when conservatives simply decide, “What the fuck, we’re hated no matter what. Let’s give these people something to hate.”

If that happens, it will get very, very ugly.

There are unconfirmed reports of shell casings with trans rights messages carved into them. From that, for the moment, we can assume that some deranged leftist chose to assault the First Amendment by silencing Charlie Kirk.

We won’t know for sure until the shooter is caught and investigated back to kindergarten. But it’s probably a safe assumption because contrary to what the leftist media and politicians would have you believe, Conservatives don’t think assassination is a proper tool to get their way.

Only leftists or Democrats choose assassination when they’ve lost the argument. See Abraham Lincoln for historical context. Then look at virtually every single assassination in this country moving forward. (Note: I said virtually…) There are no doubt some outliers to my broad generalization.

This assassination of someone who debated, who simply used his voice and words, who was a man not afraid to praise God publicly, who was a young loving family man, hasn’t silenced conservatives. It did knock a lot of people off the fence between left and right to the right. It radicalized a lot more people on the right, and pushed our Republic one step closer to the precipice.

If the country goes over the precipice, I don’t know if that will look like civil war. However, as tired as people on the right are of protests, blocked freeways due to protests, crime, looting, rape, and murder, I wouldn’t be surprised if whatever it’s called, if it comes, it’s going to be a bloodbath and a lot of innocent people are going to get hurt.