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AHHHH!<\/p>\nAHHHH!<\/p>\n
I slept more normal hours. I’d taken a nap for much of the afternoon yesterday, mostly from exhaustion so my sleep schedule is still screwed up. <\/p>\n
I woke up at the usual 3 am a habit built on 3 years of early rising <\/em> then wandered around a bit and forced myself to go back to bed. So I racked up a grand total of 6 hours sleep last night. I’m feeling much better, and more like a human being today.<\/p>\n I’m going to move slowly today. One of the biggest things about the previous job was the feeling that I was always on the clock even when I wasn’t, It’s illustrated itself in eating meals fast and always feeling like there was a schedule I had to keep.<\/p>\n For at least the next few days I’m keeping to my own schedule as far as I can and will try not to act like there’s a ticking clock or doom hovering over my head all the time.<\/p>\n These next few days are mine<\/strong>.<\/p>\n I’ve claimed them and while there are things I want and need to do. I’m doing them in my own time the way I see fit. So I’m not being antisocial, or lazy, or whatever if I don’t respond instantly to you. I’m just reclaiming some little bit of peace.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" AHHHH! I slept more normal hours. I’d taken a nap for much of the afternoon yesterday, mostly from exhaustion so my sleep schedule is still screwed up. I woke up at the usual 3 am a habit built on 3 years of early rising then wandered around a bit and forced myself to go back to … <\/p>\n