{"id":8774,"date":"2018-08-16T08:51:43","date_gmt":"2018-08-16T15:51:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/?p=8774"},"modified":"2021-01-08T19:42:59","modified_gmt":"2021-01-09T03:42:59","slug":"i-do-miss-the-silence","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/2018\/08\/16\/i-do-miss-the-silence\/","title":{"rendered":"I do miss the silence"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"float: right;\" title=\"sunup.jpg\" src=\"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/sunup.jpg\" alt=\"IMG 0865\" width=\"300\" height=\"194\" border=\"0\" \/>Made it to the mountain this week.<\/p>\n<p>There&rsquo;s a ton of stuff I should have done, but none of it really pressing.<\/p>\n<p>I looked at the stack of paperwork on my desk and think, &ldquo;<em>I really should scan this stuff and shred the paper&#8230;<\/em>&rdquo; but I&rsquo;m unmotivated. I have no desire to give any time to bureaucracy and documentation that serves other people&rsquo;s purposes.<\/p>\n<p>I&rsquo;m tired but at peace.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No sounds except the wind in the trees, birds and scurrying of small critters in some of the plants, those sounds are probably just lizards going about their lizardy day.<\/p>\n<p>No traffic sounds, car alarms, sirens, or loud people. In short, bliss!<\/p>\n<p>It&rsquo;s a cooler morning, the sun has just crested the hills to the East and I&rsquo;m sitting on the deck in a pair of ratty shorts with bed head and a cup of coffee. &nbsp;The dog is checking out his yard making sure that nothing is amiss.<\/p>\n<p>In just a few hours, it will be down the mountain to the heat, brightness, and chaos of the modern world. Ironic, since I&rsquo;m participating to some extent in the modern insanity writing his blog.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"float: right;\" title=\"IMG_0864.jpg\" src=\"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/IMG_0864.jpg\" alt=\"IMG 0864\" width=\"300\" height=\"204\" border=\"0\" \/>The neighbor&rsquo;s dog is surveying his world from his outpost in his yard. He looks my way, recognizes me and focuses on something else, the king of his domain.<\/p>\n<p>I used to be king, now I&rsquo;m a slave to a time clock and petty, reactionary managers &amp; supervisors. I don&rsquo;t know why some people aren&rsquo;t happy unless everyone else is miserable. For some reason, where I work has concentrated a substantial number of really petty, nasty, people in supervisory positions.<\/p>\n<p>These people seem to go out of their way to make others unhappy and then delight in the ensuing discord. &nbsp;Ahh, thinking about those people, and their insanity will wait until tomorrow. In its due time.<\/p>\n<p>My phone is upstairs on my desk, having just shown me &ldquo;Memories&rdquo;. It was trying to be helpful but it failed. The &ldquo;Memories&rdquo; it chose were of my faithful pup who passed last year. It&rsquo;s a bittersweet series of photos and feels a bit like having a wound reopened. I know in time, it won&rsquo;t be as jarring at it is today, but I felt a little betrayed by my phone. So it&rsquo;s sitting face down in a &ldquo;Time-Out&rdquo; lest it remind me of something else I don&rsquo;t want to think about.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"float: right;\" title=\"desertfloor.jpg\" src=\"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/desertfloor.jpg\" alt=\"IMG 0863\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" border=\"0\" \/>I&rsquo;m just going to sit here a while, letting the cool breeze blow gently across my exposed skin and enjoy the fact that I don&rsquo;t care too much what the neighbors may think of my sun starved pasty body. My pallor is a function of living life like a vampire.<\/p>\n<p>As white as I am, they&rsquo;d be blinded if they looked at me anyway. They should thank whatever deities they worship that I&rsquo;m not completely nude.<\/p>\n<p>This time is mine!<\/p>\n<p>It&rsquo;s the only time for the next week where there&rsquo;s not something or someone demanding my immediate, urgent, or mandatory, attention.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Either I&rsquo;m getting old, or I&rsquo;m becoming more antisocial like <em>Riddick<\/em>. Perhaps it&rsquo;s just getting old, but so much of what people think is important&#8230; Just isn&rsquo;t.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Humm, I guess I&rsquo;ll go get my phone and take a couple of pictures for this post. My phone has been punished enough. &nbsp;The dog wants his treat and my coffee is empty anyway.<\/p>\n<p>Make some time in your life to just <em><strong>be,&nbsp;<\/strong><\/em>it will do you a world of good.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Made it to the mountain this week. There&rsquo;s a ton of stuff I should have done, but none of it really pressing. I looked at the stack of paperwork on my desk and think, &ldquo;I really should scan this stuff and shred the paper&#8230;&rdquo; but I&rsquo;m unmotivated. I have no desire to give any time &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/2018\/08\/16\/i-do-miss-the-silence\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;I do miss the silence&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[89],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8774","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-smelling-the-roses"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8774","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8774"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8774\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8775,"href":"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8774\/revisions\/8775"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8774"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8774"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8774"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}