{"id":192,"date":"2011-06-22T07:47:00","date_gmt":"2011-06-22T14:47:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/?p=192"},"modified":"2021-01-08T18:58:47","modified_gmt":"2021-01-09T02:58:47","slug":"and-yet-again-im-a-prick","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/2011\/06\/22\/and-yet-again-im-a-prick\/","title":{"rendered":"And yet again \u2026 I\u2019m a Prick!"},"content":{"rendered":"

Well I had my semi annual blow up about the piles of shit stacking up around here.<\/font><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t say anything and it gets worse. <\/font><\/p>\n

I do say something and there are hurt feelings\u2026 and it gets worse.<\/font><\/p>\n

I blow a gasket and then there are really hurt feelings. I say shit that I probably mean but really shouldn\u2019t say out loud and the hurt feelings get worse. <\/font><\/p>\n

Then I start cleaning up the piles O\u2019 shit. And suddenly the creator of the piles is far more interested in dealing with them.<\/font><\/p>\n

From my perspective I shouldn\u2019t have to blow the gasket in the first place. It\u2019s WELL FUCKING known that I detest the piles of crap everywhere. However that doesn\u2019t stop their creation. <\/font><\/p>\n

Even now, I see piles \u201cthat need to be sorted through\u201d sitting on the counter. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that If I said nothing. SIX FUCKING MONTHS later those \u201cimportant\u201d papers will be covered in dust still unsorted.<\/font><\/p>\n

I know I\u2019ll keep pushing. It\u2019s my nature I can\u2019t stop. At least until the counter is clean for a couple of days. It becomes a test of will and in this situation It\u2019s like my will is fueled by the non-compliance.<\/font><\/p>\n

I\u2019m thinking about it and I\u2019m trying to not keep pushing. <\/font><\/p>\n

I just don\u2019t know what the hell the best solution is. I can\u2019t be silent and yet I don\u2019t want to deal with the sulking or hurt feelings either.<\/font><\/p>\n

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Well I had my semi annual blow up about the piles of shit stacking up around here. I don\u2019t say anything and it gets worse. I do say something and there are hurt feelings\u2026 and it gets worse. I blow a gasket and then there are really hurt feelings. I say shit that I probably … <\/p>\n

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