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<\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\nI suppose a more polite way of saying that would be a reference to the sword of Damocles. (If you don’t get that one look it up<\/em>.) Perhaps a reference to Poe’s Pit & Pendulum would work better?<\/p>\n\n\n\n To be sure, this summer has been a pain in my ass personally. But it’s also been a mess nationally and internationally.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hurricanes, Floods, Continuing and mutating pandemic, The show trials over the Jan 6th (mostly peaceful protests<\/strong>, hey they didn’t burn the capital down.<\/em> Just sayin.), Afghanistan (Now we know why Biden has kids, he didn’t know how to withdraw…<\/em> I couldn’t resist,) Poor economy, Rising Prices, etc. etc. etc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Tuesday morning there was a report in Breitbart where an epidemiologist reviewed grants associated with St Fauci of the mask, and concluded that in fact some 600K did fund “Gain of function” research in Wuhan. The material was released under the FOIA. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Technically, this information is a smoking gun. Fauci broke the law. Federally, gain of function research is forbidden. <\/p>\n\n\n\n It’s possible, Fauci may have skirted the law, by approving grant money. Then Fauci lied to Congress about it, denying that any funding went to Wuhan for such research. He’d have been better off simply admitting that without his knowledge, the funds were misused and that the grant had been terminated.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Fauci has always been about gain of function research throughout his career. <\/p>\n\n\n\n On the one hand I can kinda see it from the standpoint of learning what may happen, and then doing the research to have countermeasures in place. On the other hand, I think I agree more with folks who say that gain of function is simply too dangerous. If COVID-19 is any indicator, I’d say that we have proof of the latter point.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I hate like hell that I believe Fauci will skate on all of this. I no longer have faith that our Justice system is remotely impartial. It’s been made very clear if you’re a darling of the administration (or a family member) there are no consequences. If, on the other hand you’ve demonstrated any opposition to the administration you’re going to be hunted down like a rabid dog.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yet, with all this, it still feels like I’m in the corner of my bedroom waiting for Dad to come home. “This is going to hurt me more than it hurts you son…<\/em>” I knew that was bullshit at 8 years old, it’s no less bullshit now. <\/p>\n\n\n\n In fact my Dad and I had a good healthy laugh over that particular comment as adults sipping scotch. I told him I called bullshit, and he just laughed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n “Yep Son, it was bullshit, but your ass was such a small moving target I’d end up with strap marks on my legs too<\/em>. You’ve got to nonetheless, concede that you’re the man I’m proud of today in part because of me busting your butt.<\/em>“<\/p>\n\n\n\n He was right. I admitted it to him right then and there. We poured another drink and talked about all kinds of things as Men, not father and son.<\/p>\n\n\n\n God, how I’d enjoy talking with him now! If only to hear his take on why I’m feeling like I’m waiting for doom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Thinking about that conversation though, still puts a smile on my face. The hangover the next day was even worth it. <\/p>\n\n\n\n I just wish I could get past this feeling…<\/p>\n\n\n\n As we come up on the 20th anniversary of September 11, I find myself wondering if that’s the thing. Perhaps it’s just that it’s been 20 years. <\/p>\n\n\n\n I’m sure Biden will attempt to make some speech. Sadly, no matter how well written that speech will be, if he goes off the rails, or if some jackasses shoot up a crowd or set off a bomb to mark the date, I wonder if that could simply be the flashpoint of what’s bugging me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n There are just so many division points between so many groups in America today. Those points are in my mind metaphorical powder kegs. Half the country seems to be violently opposed to the other half of the country for one reason or another. Is what I’m feeling a subconscious recognition of how angry, stressed, and ready to blow, we as a people are?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Or is this feeling simply a sign of my frustration at the job search and my worry over paying my bills?<\/p>\n\n\n\n I’ll admit I think we should flatten Afghanistan with carpet bombing. <\/p>\n\n\n\n I’d love to see this administration and much of Congress on trial for corruption and wrongdoing. But I’m not ready to join a militia, white supremacist group, or do anything that is outside of the laws that we’re all supposed to abide by. I keep hearing my Mother, “Two wrongs don’t make a right.<\/em>“<\/p>\n\n\n\n I keep hearing in the back of my mind, “Everybody Knows<\/em>” by Leonard Cohen. Although I like the rendition by Sigrid better than the original.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The weird thing is that I haven’t heard that song in a while. Let’s face it, it’s dark and not something that anyone who’s the least bit depressed should listen to. It is however, a good song.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I guess I’ll go back to banging my head against the employment wall and just wait & see what happens next.<\/p>\n\n\n\n When the wheels come off this bus, it will be spectacular. <\/p>\n\n\n\n I am curious to see what happens in the Newsom recall. I have no doubt that he’ll retain office. I’m absolutely sure that we’ll never know if he retains office legally or by nefarious means. <\/p>\n\n\n\n I say that, because these days who do you trust?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" …for the other shoe to drop? I’ve been feeling like that for months. It feels like being a kid waiting for your Father to get home to beat your ass for doing something you shouldn’t have done. I suppose a more polite way of saying that would be a reference to the sword of Damocles. … <\/p>\n![\"\"](\"https:\/\/bone-in-the-throat.com\/Blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/little-young-boy-facing-wooden-wall-wearing-white-shirt-red-pants-43402431.jpg\")
<\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n\"Everybody Knows\"\n\nEverybody knows that the dice are loaded \nEverybody rolls with their fingers crossed \nEverybody knows that the war is over \nEverybody knows the good guys lost \nEverybody knows the fight was fixed \nThe poor stay poor, the rich get rich \nThat's how it goes \nEverybody knows \nEverybody knows that the boat is leaking \nEverybody knows that the captain lied \nEverybody got this broken feeling \nLike their father or their dog just died \n\nEverybody talking to their pockets \nEverybody wants a box of chocolates \nAnd a long stem rose \nEverybody knows \n\nEverybody knows that you love me baby \nEverybody knows that you really do \nEverybody knows that you've been faithful \nAh give or take a night or two \nEverybody knows you've been discreet \nBut there were so many people you just had to meet \nWithout your clothes \nAnd everybody knows \n\nEverybody knows, everybody knows \nThat's how it goes \nEverybody knows \n\nEverybody knows, everybody knows \nThat's how it goes \nEverybody knows \n\nAnd everybody knows that it's now or never \nEverybody knows that it's me or you \nAnd everybody knows that you live forever \nAh when you've done a line or two \nEverybody knows the deal is rotten \nOld Black Joe's still pickin' cotton \nFor your ribbons and bows \nAnd everybody knows \n\nAnd everybody knows that the Plague is coming \nEverybody knows that it's moving fast \nEverybody knows that the naked man and woman \nAre just a shining artifact of the past \nEverybody knows the scene is dead \nBut there's gonna be a meter on your bed \nThat will disclose \nWhat everybody knows \n\nAnd everybody knows that you're in trouble \nEverybody knows what you've been through \nFrom the bloody cross on top of Calvary \nTo the beach of Malibu \nEverybody knows it's coming apart \nTake one last look at this Sacred Heart \nBefore it blows \nAnd everybody knows \n\nEverybody knows, everybody knows \nThat's how it goes \nEverybody knows \n\nOh everybody knows, everybody knows \nThat's how it goes \nEverybody knows \n\nEverybody knows\n\nWritten By\nSharon Robinson & Leonard Cohen<\/pre>\n\n\n\n